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生前没有关注过他, 看到电视报纸大大小小的报道根本没有往心里去。
失去才知道珍惜, 在他死后才开始疯狂爱上他的人也应该是数也数不清
他没有深到我心里多么远去, 只是
我喜欢有灵气的小孩
我喜欢忧郁的小孩
我喜欢有才的小孩
这三点他符合了
如果你说他已经50了, 用小孩这两个字形容太过不当
因为留在我脑海里的
永远只是他年轻时候唱歌带着迷人微笑的脸

看过他演唱会的一段 you are not alone
台下密密麻麻的人海
惊讶的是, 不像其他歌手的歌迷, 他们呼喊, 尖叫, 是快乐, 是欣喜高兴
他的歌迷, 摄像机扫过的, 却是哭泣
看到年轻美国女孩颤抖着尖叫
两颊都是泪水
那种眼神, 是依赖, 是尊敬, 是渴望, 是深爱
看得出她开心, 她想笑, 却艰难到连一个笑容都表现不出来
那一刻, 不是他的歌, 却是深爱他的人, 触动了我
突然一个男人大步走来 他从人群中抱出哭泣的女孩 冲向舞台
人群开始尖叫 整个台下像是起伏不止的海浪 一阵一阵的喧哗
羡慕她
所有人的心都悬在 台上她的一举一动 她哭哭笑笑的表情
但顿时突然感到 那个紧紧抱住他的人就是自己
如此的接近 能不能听见他心跳的声音
谁都知道,
在台上紧紧抱住他的 是台下所有深爱他的歌迷

我一直不喜欢重复词, 却用了"深爱"三次
you are not alone, i will be with you
如果有个人用迷人而坚定的微笑唱给你听
谁能抗拒
记得视频底下的评语, 说她是一个被上帝恩宠的女孩
我猜,
他一定是拯救了她的心灵

 

All I know was that he was famous, and I’ve heard news about him.
But never had I ever cared about any of these before his death.
People always love to treasure something that has already gone, and no wonder countless people become his new fans now.
I don’t mean I’ve become one of them.
He was special.
His eyes showed gloomy.
He was talented but also diligent.
Those are the three attributes I appreciate.
To me, he was not a fifty years’ old singer, since in my mind, I always picture a young man singing with strange but charming smile.

I’ve seen a part of his concert recently, when he was singing You Are Not Alone.
A sea of heads.
But unlike most of the concert fans, who screamed with a happy looking, who enjoyed the time meeting with their star in the heart, I saw people cried.
And the cry, is not only because of exciting.
A girl shaking in the people, screaming, with tears falling from her cheek.
I saw from her eyes, dependence, respect, aspiration, deep deep love
I knew she felt happy, but why cant she even express a smile ?
At that moment, I was shocked, not by his song himself, but by people who loved him.
Suddenly a guy walked toward and held her away from the crowd, then he run to the stage.
She jumped on him, finally smiled.
People started to screaming, the crowd was like heavy wave , burst, then burst
Envying her.
People were so nervous, focusing on every move she make, on her smiled tearing face
Then they realized, the one who's sticking to him on the stage, was just every one of themselves.
So close, can she hear his heart beating
And everyone knew,
It was all the people under the stage who loved him so deeply, that were hugging and kissing him.

You are not alone, I will be with you
If someone sings with a charming and firm smile
Who can even refuse
People comment on the video, they say she is the girl spoiled by God.
I guess,
He had must saved her soul.